I Am Freaking Out !!!!!!!!

[FRANKO289]

I AM SOOOO FREAKING OUT !!!!!!!!

WENT TO BED (like every day around 10:30pm) and got @ 2:10 am this you know what kinda phone calls !!!
MY PHONE TELLING ME THAT ITS MY MOM CALLING BUT THE VOICE ON THE OTHER END IS NOT HER ...
BUT TELLING YOU SORRY, ALL ABOUT GOD AND BEING IN BETTER PLACES aso !!!

AFTER ABOUT 2 MIN THE VOICE SAYS, MY CONDOLENCES + SORRY AND HANGS UP !!!

AT THAT POINT I WAS HOPING THAT I WAS DREAMING,
WOULD WAKE UP ANY MOMENT AND THIS WOULD ALL BE OVER ....
BUT NOOO I AM AWAKE !!
SO I GET UP WALK TO THE KITCHEN, GRAB A WATER BOTTLE OUT OF THE FRIDGE AND WALK OUTSIDE WHERE IN MY DRIVEWAY LOOKING AT THE MOON AND STARS I JUST LOOOOOOST IT !!!!!!!!!

WTF ..........WY ?
THE SAY .... DYING IS A PART OF LIVING !!!
YES, IT IS AND MAKES SENSE BUT YET ITS SO PERMANENT !!

ALSO ...
TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS ... WHAT A CROAK ..BS
ITS NOT,YOU JUST LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT !!!

LLOOSING POPS IN AUGUST WAS HARD BUT NOW MOM IS F #%!@@ KILLING ME !!!
SHE WAS ONLY 57 !!!!!!! R.I.P.

I AM ANGRY, UPSET AND SAD WITH ALL KINDS OF EMOTIONS IN-BETWEEN !!

OHHHH ADD.
THE POSSIBILITY OF NOT BE ABLE TO ATTEND THE HOLOPALOOZA GATHERING NEXT WEEKEND MAKES ME TEAR UP AGAIN AND WONDER WY ...WY ME ...WY NOW
I JUST CANT BELIEVE THIS S*$~!$*^!%
I CANT TYPE ANY LONGER .... I GET BACK LATER !!

FRANKO

Thanks AJ !!!!

I LUV YOU MOM !!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1eLe52EH8k

 

[sprdv1]

My condolences, thoughts, & prayers are with you..!

 

[stock1970]

Sorry to hear about the bad news.. I can only imagine..

 

[Bronco_69]

sorry for your loss

 

[bax]

Franko I don't know what to say. We are here if you need us. Sorry all this is happening.

 

[lonesouth]

Really sorry to hear about this. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

 

[tasker]

Bad deal.....thinking of you and your family...

 

[Bronco73]

Thoughts and prayers Franko.

 

[Broncoloupy]

You will be in my thoughts:-[

 

[Ethansdad73]

Sorry for your loss

 

[ken75ranger]

Sorry for your loss.

 

[gearida]

Give us your thoughts, we have printed ears and the will to share in your sorrow. Life is not fair, people don't act right... Hold on brother, our prayers are with you.

 

[ryoungbronco]

Sorry for your loss. Life is not fair at times and it's sucks when all your emotions are all balled up. I hope that you make it through this difficult time and live with the loving memories of your pops and mom. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

 

[Heus33]

Sorry to hear of your loss - my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

 

[ohpoo2]

Thats terrible news Franko. So sorry for your loss, thinking of you and your family. Darren

 

[mango]

Sorry for your losses.

 

[ghost66]

Franko, I know exactly where you are right now. Last week I flew out to Cali because my mother was in ICU, when I arrived she was unable to breath on her own and was basically on life support. She never was awake for the 2 days I was by her side. After countless questions to the doctors in charge they finally admitted that she would never be able to live without 80-100% oxygen being pumped into her lungs and her kidneys were failing. My brother and I took her off oxygen Friday night and she passed within minutes. Losing a loved one especially your mother is the most difficult and emotional thing you will ever encounter. I lost my father when I was 17 and my closest sister when I was 16 but none compares to the loss of my mother. My thoughts are with you and yours on this difficult time. Don't bottle up your emotions and let it come out, I'm sure your family will be there for you and all of us here are with you in spirit.
Hang in there

 

[raleigh_bronco]

Prayers to you and your family Frank.

 

[65 mustang]

So sorry to hear the news! You will be in my prayers. Scott

 

[yjzonie]

Dude that really sucks...I know when it's time for my mom it;ll just tear me inside out. I've also lost my father, a brother and a child... It hurts, but you have to be strong and yet let others help in the greef. We are here for you to talk with...Bill